WELL… THIS, a G-Dragon & Yoona (GYOON) story

Another one-shot from my asianfanfics.com account. I really love this one. You would notice numbered paragraphs. The numbers represent months.

He pulled over, parking at the dimmed street at the end of road, adjusted his rearview mirror and checked his reflection. He ran a hand over his red hair. He’s here on a mission, and he has to accomplish it once and for all.

Grabbing the wine he bought, he stepped out of his Bentley and enabled its alarm security.

As he entered the house, his nose was hit by the aroma of delicious Italian cuisine. Exhaling deeply, he put on his award winning smile.

“Honey, I’m home.” He yelled.

A head popped out from the kitchen and raised an eyebrow as she approached him. “I didn’t know we’re at that stage already of.. Well, this.”  She pointed at the two of them.

He smirked. “I don’t think stages of a relationship applies to.. Well, this..” He imitated the gesture, “you know we can be whatever we want, babe.” He drew her in a hug, smelling her vanilla shampoo that made him go weak on his knees. “I missed you.”

“You’re late.” She said flatly.

“I brought you wine. From France. I went and talk to wine experts and stuff. I asked, ‘what would make my stubborn girl confess her feelings to me?’, they gave me this.” He handed the wine to her.

She examined it, with lips pouted. “A 1988 Pinot Noir, would make me say those 3 words? I don’t think so.”

She turned her back on him and moved to look for the wine opener.

“I’ll do that.” He said. “You continue your cooking.”

She left the bottle on the counter without any questions and stirred the sauce. “By the way, I’m not your girl.”

He just smiled. “Blonde looks great on you.”

“I look good on anything.” She said without looking up.

“You look better with nothing on.” He rebutted. He bit his lips when she looked at him incredulously.

She didn’t say anything to that. But made approving noises. “Back at ya.”

His smile widened.

And that folks, is the nearest thing to the words ‘i miss you’ from Im Yoona.

He didn’t mind. Ever since they started, well.. this, she had been like that. She has not been expressive about her feelings, unlike him. He had been expressing his undying love to her, three months into well.. this.

They knew each other since they’re in the same business but never had the chance and the need to talk with each other. They have mutual acquaintances of course. Did he ever noticed her before? Of course he did. Who wouldn’t? She’s the most beautiful girl in Korea. But he wasn’t interested, well not at first.

The same goes for her. He is Big Bang’s leader. She’s friends with Seungri. But they never talk about him or his other members. She was there when they were coincidentally at the same bar when she was out with Sooyoung and the girls. She laughed when he made a fool out of himself in front of them. She knew about his confession which was aired in Strong Heart and she knows the truth about it. Just a publicity stunt. All it was. Seungri cleared that up for her. And it was okay, she didn’t mind. She doesn’t like him anyway.

Maybe if they had kids and their kids had their own kids, they’ll think of another way to tell the story of how they met. Or how they became to be.. This. It’s not romantic. It’s not tearjerking. Maybe they’ll tell some cliche story instead. Like how the rapper G-Dragon had only eyes for SNSD’s Yoona when they met in a crowded roon. Or something. The true story of how they met is just.. spontaneous at most.

They were both invited at an international event in New York last September. It was hosted by famous designers and it was not unusual that they received an invitation. Many got invited but they found themselves the only two Korean celebrities in attendance. After mingling for an hour, both of them tired speaking English, resigned in the bar and had no choice but to make small talk. Or else they’ll look pathetic drinking alone in a party.

Free drinks are flowing, so they made sure they take advantage of it.

“It’s the best we can do, our outfits are damn expensive.” G-Dragon said, raising his bourbon and toasting Yoona’s drink.

They talked about the people who they met at the event, silently pointing and gushing at the Hollywood celebrities in attendance.

“I’m pretty sure Channing Tatum winked at me earlier.” Said Yoona.

“Angelina Jolie asked me to go to the bathroom with her.”

“I was in the bathroom with Beyonce and we shared a smile. I can die now.”

Adam Sandler stopped by the bar, grabbed a beer and greeted the two. When the movie star left, the two Korean stars looked at each other wide-eyed, not believing the famous Adam Sandler took time to even look at them. They laughed and proceeded to talk about their mutual friends.

There were gasps and eyes were wide when they discover secrets about their friends. They shared stories about their groups and talked about their companies.

It didn’t feel right, you know? I tried my very best and they wanted me as a back up for DBSK?  I thought about how hard it was getting there but it was clearly not what I deserved. So I quitted, and I found myself training for YG  a month later.” Kwon Jiyong explained. “Best decision ever.”

“I was happy. Am. Was.” Yoona shook her head. “I don’t really know now. My group is amazing. Oppas are amazing. Hoobaes also. But how we function as a company? After Sooman sajangnim, I just don’t know. Groups are incomplete, there isn’t a fair share of.. everything.” She sighed. “Tell me more about drunk Seungri.”

He did tell her more and they laughed together until the crowd starts to thin out.

“When are you heading back to Korea? I was thinking maybe we should do lunch tomorrow” the Big Bang leader asked.

“Not until the day after tomorrow. Lunch sounds good, breakfast is better though.” Yoona said, looking through her lashes, her eyes twinkling with mischief.

G-Dragon smirked. Who would have thought? Im Yoona and him? “Actually my hotel’s just across the street, you want to come inside for some coffee?” He doesn’t want to sound too hopeful, but he sure as hell felt that way. “I have a song I’m composing and I wanted fresh comments about it.”

She grinned and bit her lip. “I don’t drink coffee. But the offer sounds too good to pass up.”

They left together. And you might know by now what took place at Kwon Jiyong’s hotel room.

They had been meeting up in private ever since. They decided not to tell their members yet. So they had a hard time looking for places to be intimate as they were to avoid their members as well as their managers.

  1. Jiyong surprised Yoona with a house at the end of the road. Private, cozy and just right for their intimate escapades.

Yoona thanked him in not too many words but he understood. She made him feel her gratitude three times.

“Three fucking times.” Kwon Jiyong sighed as Yoona smirked cleaning up her lips. “G.O.D., you really swallowed each time?”

“I’m the best and you know it.”

“Shot me if I ever forget it.” He groaned as he pulled her closer to him.

2. Jiyong had known two months into their well.. this, that Yoona is different than the others he’d been with. They would meet in hallways and shows and she would never give herself away. She has so much control in this than he ever had.

3. He’d confessed that he might have start liking her and he gave her a necklace with an I<3NY, which she accepted without words. She just led him to bed and made him feel things. She wore the necklace almost always and stole a beanie from him which she wore in an airport sighting that week. They were both surprised no fans noticed.

4. Things got worse in SMTown and whenever they meet she would complain about it. Kris left, Lu Han left. Her SuJu oppas being taken at the background. A heated argument between Jessica and the management. She swore and cursed like a sailor, leaving Jiyong amused.

It started as a joke when he said, “You lot should move to YG. We’ll take care of SNSD better there. You know sajangnim was a fan of Love Rain?”

5. Five month into..this and GD was getting frustrated, Yoona is surely expressive, on when she’s stressed about SM, during their intimate moments and on other things as well. But never about the two of them. He tried to make her jealous, believe me. But she’s just too stubborn.

G-Dragon was in a club with his group of friends, hanging with models and such when Yoona texted. 

NYC: I’m at the end of the road, you free?

GD: Out with friends. 

NYC: Who with?

GD: Seungho, Teddy.. Kiko and her friends.. model friends..

He expected her not to text back. You know how jealous girls play the game. But no.. She didn’t even seem jealous at all. 

NYC: K. I’ll hang with CN Blue boys instead. Turned them down earlier…

He didn’t know how to reply.

NYC: Pretty weird while I’m gone commando, but oh well. Have fun.

GD growled and said quick goodbyes to his friends. 

GD: Omw. DONT go anywhere. I mean it.

That minx, Kwon Jiyong thought. He found himself staring at a cloth-less grinning Yoona, who had an evil twinkle in her eyes, fifteen minutes later. And then he pounced.

They had yet to label their relationship. Still, he knew he was hers. Only hers.

6.  They decided to tell their members about their little well.. this. They brought them into their humble love hut. There were squeals and looks of disbelief.

“So are you two together now?” Asked Taeyeon.

They shook their heads and muttered something about their situation being complicated. 

“Then what’s the house for?” Yuri questioned.

“Isn’t it obvious?” Seungri smirked. “Every time Yoona and hyung disappears, they do.. things here.”

There were looks of disgust while Seohyun blushed. Yoona and Jiyong only shook their heads.

“So can we count on you guys keeping this hidden for us?” Jiyong eyed their members.

They all agreed but they all had one condition— they get to borrow the house.

7. Jessica was removed from Girl’s Generation. Yoona yammered on and on about how awful staying at SM is, concerned that she’ll just kill herself to end the craziness. Jiyong took a deep breath and surprised Yoona with her words.

“I talked to Hyunsuk hyung. We talked long and hard.” He handed Yoona a brown envelope. “Here’s a draft of the contract if ever you decide to join YG.”

“Is this a fucking joke?” Yoona stared at the document.

“Why not Yoong? Your contract is ending two months from now. You’re miserable there. All of you are. Don’t tell me you’ll renew your contract there because that’ll be fucked up.”

“There are more at stake here and you know that. Endorsements, the copyright of our songs. The fans.” Yoona was tempted to sign the draft right there. But that wasn’t her thinking. 

We found loopholes on those things, talked to a lawyer and asked what would happen if SNSD hypothetically transferred to YG.” Jiyong gazed at her eyes. “You don’t need to worry about those things. We will take care of you.”

Yoona sighed  “I’ll talk to them. I’m not promising anything, you sly son of a bitch.” She glared at him. 

He only laughed. Because he knew in Yoona’s language it means ‘thank you’.

Now eight months into this, Yoona keeps getting more beautiful in Jiyong’s eyes. They continue to talk to each other in all kinds of subjects yet there are two that were untouchable. But Kwon Jiyong will cross that line tonight and hopes he doesn’t get burnt.

“So..” He started, as he laid down his utensils, just done eating dinner. “Thanks for the yummy food, babe.”

“It’s nothing. It’s either I cook or we’ll get take out again.” She raised her glass of wine at her lips and took another sip. Jiyong shifted in his seat. “Just spit it out, Jiyong.”

“There’s one month left until the deadline, Yoong. We need to know SNSD’s decision. So we can prepare.”

Yoona looked amused at how nervous her lover was. She knew how much effort he put in this moving thing and she will be forever grateful. “Well…”

She talked to her members and they came with a unanimous decision. It was enough for them to know that they were being given an option. Which they are not really familiar with in SM. Yoona would have told GD earlier but it was fun watching him walk in thin ice, careful with every word and every action, making sure it won’t push her in a different direction and say no to moving.

Yoona stood up and grabbed an envelope from a drawer. She handed it to him. “It’s a revised version of your draft. It contains some conditions and such from all of us. We don’t demand YG to grant it. We’re very willing to compromise.”

GD let go of the envelope, crossed the table and embraced the shit out of his girl. This will be so much fun.  “You’ll never regret this decision, babe. Never.”

Yoona cleared her throat. “Err.. Jiyong-ah. I.. You know I don’t do well expressing myself. But.. thank you. For giving us a way out of that shithole. For everything. I don’t know how we could repay you.”

“I know how.” This time, Jiyong grinned evilly. “I have two… demands.”


“First.. I’ll write you guys your re-debut song.”

Yoona didn’t even think. It would be their pleasure. “Done. And the second?”

“Secondly..” Jiyong hugged her again from behind and leaned his chin on her shoulders. “I want you to define.. well, this.”

Thank God he can’t see her blush right now. “What do you want me to do?”

“So babe… What are we?”

“We’re.. intimate partners.” Yoona answered.

“Hmmm.. I don’t think I like that answer.”

“We’re dating?”

“Still not satisfied.”

Yoona sighs. Aish. “We’re exclusive.”

“Jinjja?” GD asked happily. “So you’re my..?”

“I’m your yeojachingoo.” Yoona rolled her eyes. So childish.

“And I’m your..?”

“You’re my namjachingoo.” Yoona said flatly

“Aissh. You sound so happy.” He said sarcastically. “But I’m satisfied now. Hmm,” he kissed her cheek. “Saranghae, yeobo.”

Yoona blushed some more. Yeobo is different. Yeobo is definitely more than babe would ever be. “Er…”

“Yah! Yoona!”

Yoona smiled. “Yeobo..” Her face grew hotter. “I love you.”

GD smiled contently. “I told you that 1988 Pinot Noir would make you say it.”

Yoona just elbowed him softly.


9. Breaking news that shook South Korea and the rest of the world as Girls’ Generation announces joining the YG family in a press conference earlier this morning.

“We have made this decision as a group and also thought about our individual careers.” The group’s leader, Taeyeon, said.

It was also a surprise when Jung Jessica, former member of the group, came out.

“When we said ‘as a group’, we meant as nine members. SNSD will continue to YG as nine.” Sooyoung happily announced to the reporters.

When asked on how their former company reacted to this news, the group’s face Yoona, left this statement: “Lee Soo Man sajangnim accepts and respects our decision. It was hard to leave our first family but it is for our own good. For the first time, we did something because we wanted to. As a group, we felt as if we’ve already paid our debts to the company who paved the way for us but it was time to move on.”

YG’s CEO, Yang Hyun Suk was present and answered a few questions regarding the group’s future as well as the company’s for the months to come.

“SNSD has chosen to train with YG standards as a preparation for their comeback. Basically, it will serve as a refresher for them as well as time to learn new skills. We are looking into bringing the best out of each of them. They will have their re-debut in a few months. G-Dragon has been kind enough to lend the girls his talent, and write their comeback song.” The girls as well as the reporters applauded. “There would be no interruptions for the other groups and they would release their albums as talked about before. The whole YG family is very happy with the addition. They were already talking about a party to welcome the girls.”

When asked if this is strictly a group contract, the CEO denied it. “I have discussed it with the girls. They chose what they wanted to focus on. They opted for different individual focuses, acting, hosting, theatre and singing. In fact, we’re already in the works for a drama series featuring the best of YG starring SNSD’s Yoona and possibly Big Bang’s TOP.  I let them chose it as long as they could handle the schedule.”

The Girls’ Generation asks the fans for support as they come to open a new chapter of their career

13. SNSD launched their new album produced by G-Dragon & Teddy and it received positive responses over the globe.  It’s taking social media by storm and stores were sold out within hours.

“Did you really expect the album to flunk?” GD asked, putting an arm on Yoona’s shoulder.

“Arrogant asshole.” Yoona muttered.

18. New drama by YG ranks no. 1 in TV. The show features SNSD’s Im Yoona, Big Bang’s TOP, 2NE1’s Dara and the debut of rapper/composer/producer and now also actor, Big Bang’s G-Dragon as the main characters. The show was the first ever series that features strictly only YG family members as the minor roles were taken by group members and only YG’s best.

26. YG Confirms Dating Rumors Between SNSD’s Yoona and Big Bang’s G-Dragon. 

Fans all over the world backtracked pictures of the couple as far as two years back and found subtle hints left by the YG stars as soon as the dating news broke.

“Well there goes our privacy.” GD groaned as he read the news.

“Dude, be glad you had 2 years of it. Time to face the media, man.” Taeyang said, pushing his leader to the flashing lights of cameras and the endless questions of reporters.

Well, at least, mission was accomplished.

Author’s note:

I would really appreciate feedback! 😀



I have always wanted to transfer my stories here from asianfanfics.com. It would mostly be my one-shots. Apparently, I wrote this one before I turned 18, 09/21/2014. Though I can barely remember the story when I first copied it from my asianfanfics account, when I edited it, I remembered how I got to writing it. 

My inspiration were reunion fics from Dramione when Hermione’s muggle relatives belittle her and found out she is to wed Draco Malfoy, business mogul in both Wizarding and Muggle world. There are tons of fanfics in the topic and it has always been a fun read for me. So I made a G-Dragon and Yoona fiction of the same kind.

There she was, standing in front of their school. How long has it been since she stepped foot on this institution? Ten years? Wow. A very long time, indeed.

But somehow, being here again, she seemed to have reverted back to her seventeen year old self, big glasses and fifty pounds heavier than she is now. Im Yoona. The school’s Most Likely to Not Succeed.

She took a deep breath. “This is not happening. This is not happening.” She kept repeating to herself.

She tried to keep it out. The memories of her disastrous high school experience. When did not thinking about it actually worked?

Memories of her eating lunch at the girls’ restroom. The painful moments when the popular mean mocking her and laughing at her. Their words imprinted on her mind that she would never have someone love her.

She cringed at her thoughts and felt the cold air on her skin. Now she wished she brought her plus one.

And then she snorted. Yeah, right. As if she has any chances that her plus one would agree to come to her stupid high school reunion.

Why did she even come? Why?

“Yoona, don’t just stand there! Come on!”

Oh yeah. It’s because of Yuri, her best friend. She was the one single light in her dark high school memories. Yuri was also the one who had convinced her to come tonight.  She really doesn’t remember how.

Yoona hooked arms with her as they walked up to the registration where Yuri was easily waved off by who she remembered as Leeteuk, the captain of the football team during their senior year. He was one of those, nice students but not nice enough to stand up for her. Why would he? He had a reputation to uphold and he shouldn’t apologize for that.

When they were seated next to each other, he was nice and had a good sense of humor. Outside the classroom, he was with the jocks who made her look like a joke. To his credit, he never laughed with them.

“Name?” he asked.

“Im Yoona.”

He did a double take. “Im Yoona?”

“Hey Leeteuk-ssi.” She gave him a soft smile.

“Is that really you? I mean—“ He shook his head and exhaled. “Wow.”

“Thanks.” She blushed.

He gave her a name tag and waved her in. “Something tells me you’ll be quite a headturner tonight.”

“See you, Leeteuk-ssi.”

The night moved on and Yoona relaxed. She and Yuri were having fun dancing together and trying to identify who’s who and who’s married to who. That is until, Tiffany and her crew approached them.

It was like déjà vu. Those times when she was just sitting by herself in the cafeteria and these awful girls approach her and degrade her like she’s less of a person because she isn’t ‘Barbie’ perfect.

“Kwon Yuri.” Tiffany greeted. “Life has been well to you.”

Yuri rolled her eyes. “Yes. I suppose, not as well as how life is treating you. Twenty seven with no husband, but has already two children. Different fathers too. Wow Tiffany-ssi. As expected.”

Yoona’s eyes widened. She can’t believe Yuri just said that.

Tiffany reddened. She just gave Yuri a tight smile. “I believe you’re mistaken. I actually have a fiancé and he’ll try to come by tonight. You see he’s a very busy person—“ And then she noticed Yoona’s purse. “Oh, he’s very well known. He’s that statement.” Tiffany pointed at it.

Yoona’s purse is a very special gift from someone very special. A gift that she was reluctant to accept at first, knowing that it must have cost a damn lot. But the sender was also very annoyingly persuasive. She was basically forced to take it.

It was a black purse. With diamond studded letters that read ‘ONE OF A KIND’. Yes. It’s real diamonds.

“Is your friend a G-Dragon fan, Yuri-ssi?” Tiffany snarled.

Yuri scoffed. “This friend?” She pointed at Yoona. “This friend is Im Yoona. Do you remember her?” Tiffany’s eyes widened. “And for your information she’s not only G-Dragon’s fan but—“

“But I am also a collector of his merchandise.” Yoona interrupted her friend. Then she swallowed and offered her hand. “Tiffany-ssi, it’s nice to see you again.”

Tiffany extended her hand and they shook. “Wow Yoona-ssi. I guess Korea’s cosmetic technology is really the best huh? Who was your doctor?”

That was when Yoona got offended. You can tell her how big she was before or how much she’s changed but what she can never take? Insinuating that she got her whole body done when nothing was ever surgically enhanced.

Yuri was ready to retaliate of course. But Yoona held her back and raised her brow. “Why do you need a plastic surgeon, Tiffany? Getting something done? Is your fiancé, G-Dragon, not satisfied with how you look?”

Yuri looked at her friend with a new light. She was proud. More than proud.

High school was Yoona’s dark pit. A big hole somewhere in her mind that she likes to keep well-hidden. But now, she is standing up for herself. To the people who made her life as hard as it can get.

When they graduated, they both went to the same university, Yoona taking Business Administration while Yuri took Accounting. They were the perfect pair.

After receiving their diploma, they wasted no time proceeding to buy a two-storey building which they call their home and business.

Yoona designed the first floor to be a café, with an office for Yuri’s accounting firm. Their second floor is made up of their bedrooms.

Yoona’s café was a success in its first year and she managed to open up another in the second year. Now, she have six branches all over Seoul. She is now in negotiation on having a branch opened in none other than the YG building.

Thanks to her special friend of course.

Tiffany’s silence was deafening. So Yoona pushed her more, “Are you sure G-Dragon knows you? You’re not only saying it because you failed in life when everyone around you is as successful as they can be? Even Seohyun-ssi who you ridiculed for being stupid, is a world wide known model now. What are you now, Fany? A single mother who whored herself and turned up with two kids. If I didn’t know better, I’ll call it karma.”

Yoona was breathing heavily at the end of her little speech. She deserved it. She deserved it. She deserved it. Yoona chanted. But she felt guilty for saying those words even though frankly, for all those horrible things she experienced during high school, Tiffany probably deserved it.

“I.. I.. really know G-Dragon!” Tiffany tried.

“I doubt that.” Yuri smirked.

Tiffany looked around. Confused, scared. She cannot believe that Yoona would humiliate her like this. And then she saw someone. A handsome guy, standing at the entrance, looking for someone.


“I’m about to make that doubt go away.” And then she shoved Yuri and Yoona apart, walking fast as Kwon Jiyong saw her. He smiled. He held in his hands a bouquet of flowers. For her.

“Oppa.” She sighed.

But the famous G-Dragon wasn’t looking at her anymore. Then she realized, he was never looking at her. He never smiled at her.

He was staring at Yoona. He was smiling at Yoona.

Yoona walked directly to him and punched him on his shoulder. By this time, the entire alumni who came tonight had circled around them.

“Thank you, Jiyong! It was nice for you to take time off to come to my stupid high school reunion! I really appreciate it.” Jiyong said in a high pitched voice.

“Was that supposed to be me?” Yoona kept hitting him. “I. Do. Not. Sound. Anything. Like. That.”

Yuri was amused. She’d seen this before. And it was as entertaining as ever.

“Woman! I came here because you said you need me and I keep getting hit?! Stop it! Please!”

She did stop. But she stomped her foot and huffed. “You know I don’t like surprises.”

Jiyong grinned and looked at her with loving, teasing eyes. “That doesn’t mean I don’t like to do it.”

Someone’s hand touched the star’s back and he looked back to see Tiffany smiling at her. The girl snaked her arms on his waist and looked at Yoona. “I didn’t know the two of you know each other, Yoona-ssi.”

“Uhh… Yoong?” G-Dragon asked, carefully removing her hand from him. “Who is this?”

“You tell me, Jiyong ‘oppa’,” Yoona crossed her arms. “She says you’re her fiancé.”

Jiyong’s eyes widened. If there is anything he is afraid of, it’s mad Yoona. Boys, the silent treatment can kill.

“I don’t even know her! Yoona,” he looked at her with pleading eyes.

“Why do you even have to explain to her oppa?” Tiffany asked and pouted.

“Because she’s my fiancée! I don’t know you!” He growled at the girl.

“Ya!” Yoona said, crossing her arms above her apron and walked towards her customer. “Excuse me, but can’t you see the crowd of paparazzi outside? Sir, I think it’s time for you to find another hiding place.”

He looked up briefly from the book he’s reading. “This is my hiding place.”

“Sir, you have to understand that I’m running a business and people can’t get in because of your camera followers.”

“I understand.” He got out his thick wallet and gave a wad of cash to Yoona. “Get them coffee. My camera followers. Ask for their order and say that it’s on me.”

“Yoona, you have to hire helpers. I can’t keep doing this!” Yuri said as she came back from delivering an order to the customers.

“I know. I know. I’m sorry, okay?”

Yuri huffed. “You should be. I have work to get done.”

“Yul, I’m your only client. Do I have a lot of paperworks?”

“Now that business is blooming? Yes!” She leaned back on the counter. “This is all because of that singer G-Dragon?”

“Excuse me! I think it’s because I make good coffee.” Yoona sighed. “And yes, because of him too.”

“He asked you out on a date?!” Yul shouted as they sat in bed eating ice cream.

“He did. Just a few minutes before I closed down, he went inside and gave me his phone number. Then he said to contact him if ever I agree.”

“So will you?”

“What?! No!”

“Why not?! He’s undeniably handsome. He clearly likes you. He—“

“He clearly likes me?! How would you know that?”

“He’s very rich, Yoong. I doubt that he’d stay on your café without an ulterior motive. He can buy a branch of Starbucks for himself!” Yuri scooped a spoon of Yoona’s vanilla ice cream. “Besides, you owe him. You can deny it but you do.”

“Yoona, will you marry me?” Jiyong kneeled down.

“I..” Yoona looked around. The magnificent sky of Seoul at night. They were on top of YG building. Her favorite spot when she visits him here.

“I will do everything in my power to make you the happiest girl on Earth.” Jiyong promised.

Yoona’s eyes softened as she stared at her boyfriend of 4 years. She grabbed a bit of his blond hair. “Oh Ji, I’m the happiest now. Thanks to you. Yes. I’ll marry you.”

Jiyong smirked. “Saranghae.”

“I know.” Yoona giggled.

99 Mostly Useless Facts about Myself

Forgive me. I’m bored.

  1. Are you an innie or an outie? – Innie!
  2. Have you ever written a song? – Nope. Always wanted to learn instruments  but I guess I’m just not that kind of creative.
  3. Can you make change for a dollar right now? -Yes.
  4. Have you ever been in the opposite sex’s public toilet? – Nope.
  5. Have you ever written a poem? – Yes. Years ago.
  6. Do you like catsup on or beside your fries? – Beside my fries.
  7. Have you ever been a boy/girl scout? – Nope.
  8. Have you ever written a book? – Yes! Five years and I haven’t edited it yet. No, it’s not published. It’s on one of my fanfiction accounts. 🙂
  9. Have you ever broken a mirror? -Yes. Is that why I’m so unlucky?
  10. Are you superstitious? Yes. You have to have something to believe in.
  11. What is your biggest pet peeve? People repeating stuff.
  12. Do you slurp your drink after it’s gone? Yes.
  13. Have you ever blown bubbles in your milk? Yes.
  14. Would you rather eat a Big Mac or a Whopper? Whopper!
  15. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? Nope.
  16. Would you ever parachute out of a plane? Get me drunk and I will probably do it.
  17. What’s the most daring thing you’ve done? Standing up to bullies.
  18. When you are at the grocery store, do you ask for paper or plastic? Plastic. Sorry it’s easier to carry.
  19. True or False: You would rather eat steak than pizza. False.
  20. Did you have a baby blanket? No.
  21. Have you ever tried to cut your own hair? Yes. Don’t do it.
  22. How did that turn out? Sucked.
  23. Have you ever sleepwalked? Nope. I sleeptalk though.
  24. Have you ever had a birthday party at McDonalds? Nope.
  25. Can you flip your eye-lids up? Nope.
  26. Are you double jointed? Nope.
  27. If you could be any age, what age would you be? 23 – 24.
  28. Have you ever gotten gum stuck in your hair? Nope.
  29. Do you ride roller coasters? I don’t.
  30. What’s your favorite carnival ride? The one that drops you real fast.
  31. What is your dream car? Realistically, Hyundai Elantra. Dreaming big, a Volkswagen or a Lamborghini
  32. What is your favorite cartoon of all time? Totally Spies!
  33. Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit? Nope.
  34. If so, would you eat another one? No!
  35. If you were in a car sinking in a lake, what would you do first? I would unlock the doors to make sure I can get out. And then call for help.
  36. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? Never.
  37. Can you pick something up with your toes? YES!
  38. How many remote controls do you have in your house?
  39. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? Are you kidding me?!
  40. How many times have you flown in an airplane in the last year? Twice.
  41. How many foreign countries have you visited? 0 😦
  42. If you were out of shape, would you compete in a triathlon if you were somehow guaranteed to win a big, gaudy medal? Nope!
  43. Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? Since I feel like I’m poor and somewhat happy, I would like to try the life of the rich and unhappy.
  44. If you fell into quicksand, would you try to swim or try to float? I think I would swim. I can’t stay still to save my life.
  45. Do you ask for directions when you are lost? If my phone’s dead, yes.
  46. Have you ever held a Mexican jumping bean? No, what the hell is that?
  47. Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland? Alice.
  48. Would you rather have an ant farm with no ants or a box of crayons with broken points? A box of crayons with broken points.
  49. Do you prefer light or dark bread? Dark bread.
  50. Do you prefer scrambled or fried eggs? Scrambled.
  51. Have you ever been in a car that ran out of gas? Never.
  52. Do you talk in your sleep? Yes.
  53. Would you rather shovel snow or mow the lawn? Mow the lawn.
  54. Have you ever played in the rain? Yes.
  55. Did you make mud pies? No.
  56. Have you ever broken a bone? No.
  57. Would you climb a very high tree to save a kitten? No. I will call someone who is more capable.
  58. Can you tell the difference between a crocodile and an alligator? I can’t.
  59. Do you drink pepsi or coke? Coke!
  60. What’s your favorite number? 8, 26, 27
  61. If you were a car, would you be an SUV or a sports car? SUV.
  62. Have you ever accidentally taken something from a hotel? Never.
  63. Have you ever slipped in the bathtub? Nope.
  64. Do you use regular or deodorant soap? Regular
  65. Have you ever locked yourself out of the house? Never
  66. Would you rather make your living as a singing cowboy or as one of the Simpsons voices? Simpsons!
  67. If you could invite any movie star to your home for dinner, who would it be?  The Sprouse Twins.
  68. Do you need corrective lenses? No, I don’t.
  69. Would you hang out with / date someone your best friend didn’t like? I did before and it was a bad decision.
  70. Would you hang out with someone your best friend liked, but you didn’t like? I can try.
  71. Have you ever returned a gift? Nope.
  72. Would you give someone else a gift that had been given to you? Yes.
  73. If you could attend an Olympic Event, what would it be? I don’t know.
  74. If you could participate in an Olympic Event, what would it be? Readathon lol
  75. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 3 – 5
  76. If your grandmother gave you a gift that you already have, would you tell her? Nope. Why would you break your lola’s heart?
  77. Do you sing in the car? Yes.
  78. What is your favorite breed of dog? Alaskan Malamute
  79. Would you donate money to feed starving animals in the winter? Yes.
  80. What is your favorite fruit?
    Banana, mango and apple
  81. What is your least favorite fruit? IDK
  82. What kind of fruit have you never had? Dragonfruit
  83. If you won a $5,000 shopping spree to any store, which store would you pick? Gadget store, hardware, furniture store
  84. What brand sports apparel do you wear the most? Adidas
  85. Are/were you a good student? I’m a good person lol
  86. Among your friends, who could you arm wrestle and beat? Most of them haha
  87. If you had to choose, what branch of the military would you be in? Special Forces lol
  88. What do you think is your best feature? Eyes
  89. If you were to win a Grammy, what kind of music would it be for? KPOP ha!
  90. If you were to win an Oscar, what kind of movie would it be for?  Those feel good movies that has so many stars in it
  91. What is your favorite season? Autumn (even though PH does not have it)
  92. How many members do you have in your immediate family? Too many to count
  93. Which of the five senses is most important to you? Sight
  94. Would you be a more successful painter or singer? Singer lol
  95. How many years will/did you end up going to college? Probably 10 lol
  96. Have you ever had surgery? Yes. I had my thyroid removed
  97. Would you rather be a professional figure skater or professional football player? Figure skater
  98. What do you like to collect? Coins and books
  99. How many collectibles do you have? Secret


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30 Day TV Show Challenge: Day 1

Day 1 — A show that should have never been canceled

It’s got to be How I Met Your Mother. 

Oh gosh. I have learned so much on this show it’s crazy. It’s fun yet there’s the lessons that you won’t miss even if you want to.

Like the quote, “Nothing good happens after 2AM”. We all try to ignore it. We say the fun can still go on after then but that’s not true. Something always go wrong after 2AM.

The show went from 2005 to 2038. They could have shown it for that long as well and I would watch it. It’s tears, laughter, that warm fuzzy feeling.

I feel like I’m friends with them all this time, like I’m part of the gang. I groan everytime Barney makes slimy remark. I have this nerd alert in my head every time Ted goes academic. Marshall’s singing would always make me smile. Lily’s honest and brutal truths always hit me hard. Robin’s different personality is always just refreshing.

Gah, this show.  Alright, time for another rerun of the 9 seasons.



List 10 Things that Makes You Happy

  • Books

Well  of course, books! Mystery books, YA books. All kinds of YA books. Sherlock Holmes! Harry Potter! It depends on my mood. I like YA badasses so I’m very much inlove with Ally Carter’s Gallagher girls, Pretty Little Liars,Divergent. When I feel nostalgic, I look for vampire novels as well. There’s something about them that makes you want it.

Favorite authors include JK Rowling, Sophie Kinsella, Cecelia Ahern, Jenny Han, Jennifer-Lynn Barnes, Jennifer Smith, Jennifer-Lynn Barnes, Kasie West.

  • TV Series

I like to read because it kind of shows me what’s happening in my head but when that doesn’t satisfy it, TV series are the next best thing. Of course, there’s the cop series, political and murder-ish, comedy and all. I learned so much from TV series as much as I have from books. It just cheers me up.

We have the classics– How I Met Your Mother, Friends, The Big Bang Theory. Cop series–  Law & Order SVU, CSI: NY, Chicago PD, Quantico, Elementary. My badasses– Scandal, HTGAWM, Blacklist, Suits. Science Fiction– Doctor Who, Travelers, Black Mirror, Z Nation, Teen Wolf, Brooklyn 99,  Orphan Black, . Other comedies– That 70’s Show, Full House, Fuller House, Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt, Don’t Trust the B*tch in Apartment 23, Two Broke Girls. All time favorites– Gossip Girl, PLL, 13 Reasons Why, Riverdale.

I have two series I feel so proud I found.. Timeless and Leverage. You should check it out.

Yes, I’ve been quite busy. Netflix has been a companion these days. I should write a separate blog post for each series.

  • Friends

When I’m not binging TV series or doing a readathon, I’m with my friends. I like the drama, the gossip and just the classic rumors. High school friends and I like to guess who’ll get preggy next and other shitty things like that.

What I like most about them though will be that they can be there when I need them. I have a tighter knit of friends than before that withstood certain life events and issues. (Issue/problem magnet here!). And I try to be there for them as well! Cheers for friends!

  • Music

I don’t sing very well but I can hold a mic in karaoke sessions. I like music and how they make me feel.

Sometimes, these music can also serve as a nostalgia of the certain times of your life. I don’t like it but it sometimes reminds of me of difficult times or those things I regret.

  • Beaches

Ever since my boyfriend and I started traveling, I’ve always had a soft spot for beaches and the sun. I like seeing the sea so calm and hearing the waves. It also calms me. It reminds me of how beautiful nature can be. Beaches for me are happy places.

  • Pasta and wings!

With an exclamation point because these are my favorite food ever! I could alternate between these two foods forever. They can be different flavors and you can do so much with them. I just love them so much!

We have a local coffee shop near my office where I just love their classic carbonara. It’s so creamy and I just love it so much. For wings, Frankie’s and Wing Stop would be my go-to places.

  • Clouds and sunrise

I love clouds. I love the skies. I love seeing the clouds every morning. I have a 4AM job so everyday before the sunrise, usually around 5:30, I love to stand in front our 20th floor window overlooking the mountains of Rizal where the sun would rise in a few minutes. The colors of the skies are to die for. Sometimes it’ll be plain, sometimes it’ll show the colors of the rainbow gradient style. The clouds are like feathers. Then we can see the sunrise signalling the start of a new day. Oh gosh. It’s my favorite time at work.

  • Lipsticks

Since matte lipsticks came into play, I have just been so inlove with them. I have different colors. (Not too many. Maybe six or seven colors) I just adore it so much. I love playing with them and mixing it up sometimes. I like seeing them in shelves at stores. (Nowadays, I avoid it because I need to be an adult and save money and be boring)

  •  Big Bang & G-Dragon

The music of Big Bang is so relevant to me. It had always brought me to a happy place, a safe haven where I can always enjoy myself. From the upbeat sounds of Bang Bang Bang, Fantastic Baby, to the slow music of If You and Last Dance, I just love it so much. And you know what? They have a member who writes almost all of their songs. It got me through some bad times. And always been a creative faucet for me. When I listen to them, the creative juices just starts flowing.

My talented baby, Kwon Jiyong AKA G-Dragon. He has just been such inspiration when it becomes to writing. He is also successful as a solo artist. I am just so inlove with him.

  • Mc Anthony

My significant other. When all those 9 bullets fail, this is one sure proof to make me happy. Just being with him is happiness.

It’s crazy because he’s the reason why I am sad sometimes and he’s still the one I want.

LDR and How it Feels

It’s like the weather nowadays. We wake up to a gloomy weather, without the sunrise. I’m robbed off my light. My bright, sun. 

It’s a train ride and we’re currently going through a long, dark tunnel. We can see the light at the end. It’s there but still too far. Everything just feels dull and dark. 

It’s wanting to tell each other even the smallest event that happened today and being disappointed when we can’t even finish a phone call.

It’s like being in a long, black and white mime commercial and I just can’t wait for my favorite show to come back on. 

It’s counting everyday that passed, thinking of what we could have done together that day instead of being away from each other. 

It’s crying alone instead of having his arm around you, consoling you. 

It’s praying for atleast the comfort of knowing you’re only half an hour from me instead of a plane ride away. 

It’s seeing those must-visit places and thinking it’s not worth time if we don’t go together. 

It’s sad. It’s depressing. It’s one boring, pathetic phase. But it’s not forever. 

I miss you. I love you. 

I Should’ve Listened

I should’ve listened to my friends when they said you were bad for me but I only minded how good you made me feel with the attention you’re giving me. Oh how a message from you can make my heart beat faster! How quick it can change my mood from grumpy to cheerful! I won’t forget the day we first met about the story you told me how your heart got broken. By then, I committed to making you happy again.


I should’ve listened to them when they said, “Don’t believe him!” but all I can think of is how amazing it feels to hear you say my name. How sad it made me feel to hear you say you miss me. There were never any hesitation. I ran to your side and I’ve offered you my shoulder to cry on. I longed for you because I thought you felt the same.


I ignored my friends when they told me, “I told you so” after I caught you with another. You broke my heart. But you said you’ll change and I believed you so. I think of you day and night. I wonder what you were doing. I gave what I could. Yet at times like this I find myself asking, “Is it not enough? Am I not enough?” I doubted myself and fell into a dark pit. I did the thing I said I wouldn’t do. I compared myself to others. What is it that I don’t have? Why am I not enough?


I should’ve listened to them but I’m glad I didn’t. You showed me who you really are. You made me realize that the person I created inside my head and the person in front of me, is not the same. I made you who I wanted you to be. We were supposed to be perfect but it was just a dream.


One day, I’ll realize I needed to not listen. I needed to see the real you to break the spell you had in me. You told that story to make me fall. You kept me in your hooks and led me on. You didn’t give me the commitment that I need to make me yearn for it. You made feel like I was worth less that I was so I would crave your validation.


The spell will be broken and I will see clearly. I wasn’t attached to you. I was attached to the person I thought was you. I am valid. And I’m certainly worth more than you will ever see.


@hey_itsehl! Remember what we said: You’ve always known what to do. And self love!