Once upon a time I fell in love with the idea of you
Finally someone who understands my darkness, my loneliness
We had the same situation and I thought you were it.
I said I was starting to like you
I meant to say I like the idea of us
You didn’t like me back. I said it was okay but it wasn’t.
Turns out I didn’t like you
You were not the person I created in my head
We were not the same
You liked the attention I gave you but too coward,
Too emotionally available to give any commitment
I’m glad I realized it early
That two dark souls will never compliment each other
I can be your friend but I guess that’s all there is
My darkness deserves some light
And you are not the one who gave me the sun
All I Know
I can still remember it clear as day
We were talking and she walked towards you
Hugged you like I wasn’t there
Like I was a nobody worth acknowledging
All I know is you were there and you did nothing
I can’t pinpoint as to where it went wrong.
Was it something I did?
Was it something I didn’t do?
All I know is one day we were getting to know each other
The next day you were cold as ice
You’re a puzzle I can’t seem to figure out
Did you really like me?
Did I make a mark on you like you did on me?
All I know is you let me feel I was not worth it
You didn’t fight for me so I did not do the same for you
You were not who I thought you were
Somewhere in the middle you’ve changed
Now I know, I don’t deserve any of what you gave me
I am not a backup plan and definitely not a second choice.
You did not choose me so you lost me.